When I love you.. I really do.. when I rely on you.. I really do.. When I give you my heart... I am serious..

But..

There is a reason why I run away. When I finally knew I can't fully rely on you because you too have a life..that belongs to you. Yes.. loving someone there isn't wrong.. but taking someone wholely..is just selfish of me..

Moreover... we are distancing... when distance happens... I feel so insecure...so afraid..so tired.. I know I am losing my hopes..soon.. I guess the real truth is... I am afraid to get hurt..by you.. especially you... cause... you are the most important to me..

Im so scared..who can pull me out of my abyss?..

Trust...are you doubting me..nowadays..? Or.. just me...losing hope on you..?